i feel there's a certain stretch of time you have in which to establish a relationship. hanging out all the time is great and fun, but too much time all buddy buddy and i fear the window of opportunity will pass and you'll be stuck in the friend zone permanently. i'm not sure how much time is actually in this window, but i have a feeling mine is about to close. oh - brief explanation - when i last said i wasn't interested in the cute boy, that wasn't true. i'm a no good liar, whatcha gonna do 'bout it?
so i have seen said cute boy several times since reconnecting 2 weeks ago. 5 times, i think, plus a fair amount of texts and calls. but a lot of it has just been friendly. we hang out with his friends, have a few beers, play some guitar hero. i think, oh, i'm just one of the boys. there's been some stuff that goes beyond the friend line, but not enough to establish anything definitive. but just when i think we're stuck in friendland, he'll do something that makes me think all isn't lost. how do i break this pattern??
okay, i started writing this blog this morning, but kept getting distracted by work (damn work). Cute boy has since sent me the cutest text ever. 'come cuddle with me'. Oh my god too adorable! what is wrong with him? why won't he make a real move? enough hanging out with the boys and cuddling on the couch, i want some real action! (apologies to family members who may read this, please continue to imagine me in whatever innocent state you wish).
back to work.