I thought i was past the jinx point. No such thing. All has gone from ridiculously awesome - i hesitate to use the word "perfect", only due to retrospective knowledge - to total crap (no hesitation on that one). Who knows what happened... I could speculate, but I don't see the point. The only point is that it's over and done with. One minute it was fantastic with loads of potential; the next it was needless stress and worry.
One thing I can say with confidence regarding the disintegration of this relationship (do I use quotation fingers on that one??) is: it was not my doing. Often I could take credit for the ruination of a relationship, but not this time. I don't know what it was, and I'm sorry that it is the way it is, because I really liked this one. But whatever happened, it was on his end. Not that it's a great comfort though. The end is still the same: an end.