today i feel down. it's annoying me because i have no reason to mope. it's friday. i just got my hair done and i love it. i'm about to head off on an amazing holiday. why the hell am i grumbling and sulking?? mood swing manders, that's me. goddamn, this vacation can't come soon enough. last night i already started being pessimistic and stupid. i realized how soon i leave. and that made me realize how soon it will all be over and i'll be back with absolutely nothing to look forward to! before i know it i'll be on the plane, and before i know it it'll be the wedding, and before i know it i'll be laying on a beach, and before i know it i'll be on a plane, and before i know it i'll be back at this stupid desk listening to the stupid boop boop boop of calls coming into my headset. BAH! talk about lame and pointless thoughts.